What is it? Why do I do this?
Is it because I can clearly see grotesque bones on my chest (which, honestly, I love)?
Is it because the closer I get to the 130s, the more people start talking (I have a lot of muscle weight so I look smaller than I weigh but who gives a shit?)?
Clothes? I do hate buying new clothes (unless they're in a smaller size).
Whatever it is, it's done. I'm over it. When New Year comes, I'll be the most hardcore vegan I know (Um, I'll elaborate later). I turn 24 next year, I think it's time. I need to celebrate my birthday (I don't know why I'm mentioning this now) with a low low new weight.
My friends like to feed me but I'm just going to have to start saying no and eating half a portion. Until vegan comes and then I'll refuse everything.
It's awful that I'm using veganism as an excuse not to eat crap but whatever, I can't care anymore.
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