07142010

I'm feel pretty good these days. I can tell that I've lost weight by the relieved sigh my jeans are giving off while I wear them (well, most of them, anyway). I did have a set back with a donut today (my most recent weakness) but it wasn't the whole box and I didn't spurge so I feel alright with what I had. Not perfect, but it's progress, at least! Honestly, what's really stopping my from going to the donut shop every hour are the employees. I think they recognize me now so I don't want to be known as the fat ass that comes by every day, every hour for a donut.

And I'm supposed to be saving money. That thought kind of helps (not really).

I'm a little irritated by my coworkers. The gossipy nature of women and the pure hatred that they have for everyone that's a little "off" in their minds is making me back off. Apparently women aren't supposed to divorce their husbands, women should be marrying their boyfriends as soon as possible and having a million babies, men are supposed to be "perfect" or else they should be ripped to shreds.

Office stress, man. I work with older women and two random guys. The women and the guys are my boss' yesmen. I just hang in the background, away from the gossip, eating.

I don't know how much they like that.

Whatever.

So yeah! I'm really excited to get out of here for two weeks! I've been hanging around the library too long. Who knew that libraries would have so much inner insanity?

Hopefully, I'll come back 5-10 pounds lighter with luck and they can transfer all their negativeness to me (it actually makes me work harder...and at least they'll shut up around me). There was a time that they'd talk about my eating habits but now, three of them are all about this "hardcore" diet (1/2 orange in the morning with 2 eggs, fruit, and skinless chicken). I'm really interested in how long they last.