Wednesday, September 8, 2010

something to say yay about

I think this new way of thinking (day starts @ dinner) is working. According to the scale, I've lost 3 pounds! But this wasn't an easy reading to get. The first reading said I maintained, but then I moved the scale around so that it was level and then it said I lost 3 pounds. I must have weighed myself 10 times and moved the scale constantly before I was content with it's answer. My scale is weird like that. I can't trust it unless I weight myself on it at least 10 times.

There's no telling why thinking that dinner is the beginning of the day works. It does make me eat less.

One thing that still gets me is my constant nighttime snacking. Sure, most of what I ate was fruit but I don't need to be eating so late at night! I think I must have been eating until about 20 minutes before I went to bed. Madness.

Also, I've been working out like a maniac. Except for this morning. I'm sore EVERYWHERE.

Side note - I get the feeling that my mom doesn't want me to continue dating L. She says she likes him but she feels like I could do better. Sure, maybe I could but I don't really feel like breaking up with him to marry a sucessful asshole. Sure, I wish that L would be a little more competent in certain parts of his life but he doesn't make me unhappy. I know that I will never be with anyone else who loves me as much as he does.

Is this a problem?

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